Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Summer Hiatus


It started out so well, the book reviews, the stories, the tie-ins, and now I am mired in sarcasm again. It is a default mentality I seem to slide into when all my thoughts turn snarky. No matter how well-deserved my observations may be about their subjects, this was not originally the intent of my blog.

Lobbing a snarky attack at some job advertisement is just too easy. I go after the verbal low hanging fruit, and make obvious comments. I really wanted something more. The plastics recycling bit is much closer to what I really want, and those are the thoughts that are really HARD. To talk about problems that don't appear to be in process of solution, that is so much more challenging.

As much as I love to write, I still feel a tug to keep my topics close to a well-defined base. Anyone can be the sneering, finger-pointing critic. The blogosphere doesn't need another one of those. So with that in mind, I'm declaring a summer hiatus.

I've got a lot of work to do to maintain the mental state that doesn't slip back to default mode. That said, I will let Robert Frost end this post for me:
...But I have promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

You lost me at overachiever

I occasionally get hung up on words. Guess which one it would be in this sentence: "This is a fun, creative work-from-home position with a positive, enthusiastic group of overachievers."

Uh-huh. That's the one, overachievers. So what's my problem?

Fluff and no substance. Attitude and perception without discernment and definition. All the things I hate. Whenever I hear that word my antennae shoot up, my red flags are hoisted, I bare my teeth. Over, under, or normal. Really? Are these the only choices?

There is something so primitive, so lizard brainish about using this word. Verbal darwinism. What will the overachievers be able to take credit for? You could argue that Richard Fuld was an overachiever. He walked Lehman brothers into the largest bankruptcy in history. But hey, he's an overachiever, what do you expect?

Aim high, take big risks, you're the man...blah, blah, blah. Is it any wonder a person with my sensitivities ends up as corporate detritus, doesn't quite engage properly, wonders what all the fuss is about? I'm a den mother without a passel of willing collaborators. I'm a nomad estranged from my tribe. I'm told, look from within to find the answers. They may be there, but then I must turn myself to the world as it is, and what do I see?

A call for greatness that has no precedence. It's never been seen before. We're looking for someone to save us, and we'll know it when we see it. Just convince us you're the one.

And so my journey continues. I learn great things about myself and very sad things about the world in which I live. I see holes that need to be filled where no openings exist. My greatest service will probably be performed in a very different field, if entry is ever made.

Will I be achieved, enough? Convincing, enough? I'm not holding my breath.

And for the privilege of being this firm's overachiever you'll be offered $500/wk on a 1099 basis.

Oh, joy. Onward trusty steed......

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Another word on courage

Dear readers,

The last three months have left you with an unpardonable absence of input. I plan to make up for it. And now: Back to making recommendations.

I'm barely half way through this book, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to expose it back into cyberspace for all to read. I usually hate books about business, but a welcome exception is Dave Pollard's Finding the sweet spot: The natural entrepreneur's guide to responsible, sustainable, joyful work.

You know that mental zing you get when you read something that really resonates with your current thinking, your current worldview? Well, I've been getting plenty of zings not only from his book but many of his blog posts. For example, pg 57:
"If courage is merely not having any alternative but to do something remarkable, what can you do to make trying to become expert at something you think you'd really love so compelling, you have no alternative but to go for it?"

If you read my previous post, does that theme sound familiar? It is a question at the core of anyone's quest for work that they really want to do, efforts they want to be a part of, and potentially kindred spirits they want to meet if only they knew where to find them.

I'm still looking for ways to bring 21st century thinking into the material world and make a livelihood from it. One area I keep coming back to again and again is how to solve problems in recycling plastics and other common products. I'm not a scientist and I don't have a background in logistics, but I'd like to confront this challenge. If I'm confronted with a situation I want to deal with responsibly, I assume there are potentially millions just like me facing the same thing. Case in point: Take my lowly cuisinart beaters.


No, really, take them, please. They're broken. The gears grind horribly, and fail to spin the beaters. I'd love to be a proud DIYer, but I can't even discover how I would open up this gadget to look at the innards, let alone fix it. So how do I dispose of this item responsibly??

Initially, I thought about boxing it up and sending it back to the address listed on the product information brochure. After all, shouldn't the original manufacturer take responsibility for their products throughout the entire lifecycle? I'm stymied.

This conundrum is a perfect example of a so-called problem, that should never be one in the first place. That's compelling. That's relevant. That is worth becoming an expert. And on what part of it would I be an expert? Just think of how many kindred spirits I would have to meet in order to solve this, and similar problems for everyone across this lovely continent? Wouldn't that keep me busy for the rest of my life?    Stay tuned.....

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

A simple anecdote


What is a human life for?

It is for no other human to judge, not quality, nor quantity, nor any measure between, can justify the sieve of human consciousness through which a life must pass.
We are here simply because a force with no known controls directed the creation of our corporeal presence – and from the beginning we have no choice but to attempt an understanding of where our separation begins and ends. Identity to self as self or identity to the world as one of many, a sea of selves – all clamoring for specification that retains connection in some endless continuation of knowledge, of love, of desire for life, regardless of how the distinction is made – self or other self, or all that are, have been, and ever will be – where no separation can ever be made.

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I come by my curmudgeonliness honestly, and sometimes I fear genetically, too.  It simply can’t be helped. Perhaps George Bernard Shaw was really my father. That would suit me. I simply want to live life in full light, with no necessity for denial, no needful diminishment of horror any more than expression of joy, where all is equal, where all is integral, where nothing is feared, where nothing is fearful.

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What incubates, stays warm,
grows, remains silent.
We forget our awareness waxes and wanes like the moon.
We attend, something nags us, pulls at the edges.
Oh, how I would love to live in the numbness of prescribed routine.
Could I forget that it also has driven me to madness?
Is the constant vitality of pain a more potent force? Both are equal.
So the itch gets scratched and a new life bursts forth just as incomprehensible as the last.
Just as exhausting.
But where is there choice in that?
Choice is an illusion.
Eleanor Roosevelt was admirably aspirational – but ultimately, she got it all wrong.
Aspiration is not a substitute for courage.
Anyone can aspire not to allow one’s feelings to be lead astray by another.
Courage cannot be contained by conscious effort.
If it lives inside, it is only for others to see.
When noticed, we say:
“But I was just doing what I had to do.”
And so, of course, you were. That is why you can’t call necessity – courage.
For then you would have to call every day of your life—courage.


Friday, March 23, 2012

A wealth of inspiration


In keeping with the mission of this blog, I'd like to include a link to a very useful list of people to keep on your internal radar. It is called the Enrich list, 100 people of influence from across the centuries all working toward the promotion of sane, steady-state living. You'll notice quite a few have appeared on this blog in reference to books they've written, etc. Enjoy, distribute, read.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

People vs. The State of Illusion

A couple weeks ago,  I had the good fortune of meeting Austin Vickers and watching a showing of his new film, People vs. The State of Illusion. I highly recommend it, and best of all it premieres in Seattle tomorrow, March 16th at the Varsity theatre. Apparently, he will be there for a follow-up Q & A after the early evening showings on both the 16th and 17th.

If you liked the 2004 film What the bleep do we know?, you will definitely appreciate Austin's version of a story all about caring for the quality of your perceptions. It is gentle, heartfelt, and wise. You don't have to embrace any new age thought process to understand the purpose of this film and the story it tells. It will have broad appeal whoever you are. Just go!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Throwing baby boomers out with the bath water


(Be forewarned: Major bellyaching to follow, but continue to the end I think it's worth it.)

The search for the structure of meaning in a lengthy career won’t unearth what you’re looking for. Your years of experience are of little value when you’ve been cut adrift multiple times within a career. It’s tough trying to keep the narrative of your story together so you’ll make sense to the next interviewer. Many of my former colleagues now live with the unrelenting stress of looking for work in a world that values none of their skills, wisdom, acumen, hard skills, soft skills, ancient skills, acquired skills, transferable skills,—all are lost in the game of personality management. People want to be surrounded only by others they view as similar to themselves.

So, I have developed little empathy for the twenty-somethings with huge college loan debt, and few job prospects. It’s worse at this end of the spectrum. Cynicism is sinking all our boats.

Unfortunately, there isn’t much inspiration in the current state of conventional wisdom. Case in point: An article in the NYTimes published 7/12/11 by Thomas Friedman entitled The Start-up of you. The article made points we’ve heard before, but what I found particularly encouraging was the wisdom of some of the comments that followed the post. Utterly brilliant! (emphasis, mine.)

This, from someone in New York:

Technology has simply fulfilled its promise of relieving the human being from so many dirty, dehumanizing, mindless, physically debilitating tasks. What is outmoded is our system of distributing resources/wealth. We must rethink the concept that in order to live a comfortable life every adult must work 40 hours a week, 50 weeks a year, every year, until age 70. If we have reached a point where it only requires 20 hours a week to produce all that society needs,then that has to become the standard for a weekly wage that pays the rent, food, and utility bills. If making room in the workforce for the next generation requires this generation to retire at 60, then beginning at 60 people have to have the resources to retire. There are more than enough resources to sustain the world's population in comfort and dignity; we just need a better system than the 40 hour a week, work ‘til you die system of distribution. ~from NY, NY

This, from someone in Bloomington, Indiana

It seems to me that what we're seeing is a change in how we determine value, and not in a good way. People enjoy using Facebook, but if it ceased to exist tomorrow, so what? It isn't as if people would starve, or we'd suddenly lack water or fuel or clothes to wear or clean air to breathe. People wouldn't stop sharing their experiences with each other; they'd just find another way to do it. And relatively few people would even be out of work. The economic value of Facebook is pure illusion. Ditto Twitter; the people who use it would miss it, but its existence doesn't solve the real problems confronting us, nor would its disappearance create new problems.

The supposed value of social networking companies, or internet companies that serve as mere conduits for what others create, is precisely what's wrong with the economy. They're valued in absurd disproportion to what they actually contribute to society. It's all perception and no substance. I'd feel much better if you told me that the fastest growing companies were developing new energy sources. We need to think strategically for the long term, and not simply react like infatuated teenagers to the sensation of the moment.

Electronic time-wasting has replaced what was once the world's greatest manufacturing economy in the world. Did we really have to ship the production of everything overseas, even clothing and furniture? Both political parties have failed to look out for what used to be a middle class, and America may never be the same again. I'd rather go back to stiff tariffs than see us descend into nothing but a computer-based entertainment nation.

What everybody seems to keep forgetting, is that a business transaction is at least two-sided. It's wonderful to have a new perspective on entrepreneurialship, but without a 'purchasing public', there's no market for it; it's all one-sided. And the 'purchasing public' has been dwindling for years. Why not repair roads, bridges, and other crumbling infrastructure, through making a startup to do something selfless and practical and actually needed, instead of creating new markets where there previously were none, and adding to the junk factor? Does anyone ever step back a few feet and look at the big picture? Also it's never a good idea to put all the eggs in one basket...which seems to be encouraged here. What we need is a break from bad advice, on all fronts, and just the rolling up of our sleeves and getting to work. ~from Bloomington, IN

Thank you my fellow Americans!! After reading these comments I see at least a few of you ARE GETTING IT!!  Thanks for writing this so I didn't have to. Again, the bolded italics are my emphasis.